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07:17 am
[Link] | well thought i would do another quick update, woke up early so i could finnish some of the work i was ment to do over the weekend. Its getting colder, still no heating in the house as we still got t-shirts on for most of the day
got a busy week this week many early mornings much work but much play too
i am going on a sams night out this evening should be fun meeting other trainies
life is ok stabiling out
hope to go skiing sometime soon as i said i would but getting time to do it is another thing.
need to find my routeene agagin well update again next week or when i see fit
till then ta ta
Current Location: United Kingdom, reading
Current Mood:  calm
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07:55 am
[Link] | good things have been happening recently
i found out im getting a bursary, decided that im going to put some of it in a ISA, this is so i can start saving for my future
I am doing samaratians training, its wierd for several reasons i know a few of the people already and well its topics that have relevance but anyway
got a phone call from them saying im doing at the moment
which is good
university is pileing on the work
got to sit and organise myself
going to do some reading for lectures today
have a day "off" but it seems to be crammed with work
going to see some german relatives this weekend
will be great to see them
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: José González - Heartbeats | Powered by Last.fm
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07:18 am
[Link] | well its now that time of year again
Uni has started again, and well as all ways i seem to be too busy
and for the second year running im working this term which i would rather not do but it will help me survive and hopefully get rid of my second overdraft only 400 pounds left.
i got a busy busy timetable, im liking the courses at the moment, i know i need more practice so im going to be sitting alot reading german out loud
im going to be better with homework and do it within the day if i can
still a bit depressed but it will go soon
i hope it does i got things to look forward too and i am but not as much as i like
stupid thoughts
enough time sitting around wasting time time to be productive then lay about
oh change in working times and also hopefully learning to play piano and ski soon
Current Mood:  busy
Current Music: Pendulum - Propane Nightmares | Powered by Last.fm
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10:19 am
[Link] | starting to feel much happier
uni starts monday
got sams this weekend, moto gp and f1
then i have got tickets for noah and the whale and napalm death :D
will see how it goes
looking positive
Current Location: United Kingdom, Reading
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: f1 on tv
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03:27 pm
[Link] |
well its the weekend for me :D
getting paid tomoz hopefully if not i got problems
well its nearly time for uni, the timetables aren't complete and well i got to work for freshers week :(
reading anne frank still
well off soon to the gym
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09:11 pm
[Link] | life was leveling out but its now all woosh and woop
up and down again
i guess i need to eat more, getting sad again, due to me not eating properly again
been doing alot of swimming
going to swim the solent on saturday hopefully
if not well been nice
its something i got to try to see if i can
test my limit and stuff
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Bird York - In the Deep | Powered by Last.fm
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04:29 pm
[Link] | At home in andover now, its nice to escape reading everynow and then
i enjoy it :)
get to listen to german and speak it too
really looking into going to moto gp next year
:) looking forward to it alot
i just got a new insurance policy
bought 2 new books today
Solaris, which looks really interesting and Anne Franks diary, which im sure everyone knows
been watching alot of one piece lately which is getting funny
:) been trying to watch alot of german stuff or trying to improve and learn things about myself
i think im progressing but there will never be a end
Current Location: andover
Current Mood:  dorky
Current Music: stargate in german
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07:50 am
[Link] | decided im going to swim across the solent, will be intresting
going to see if i can
been working, moved home for weekends
otherwise not doing bad
still in love still not talking still hurting
but time is the key
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: f1 on i-player
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08:53 pm
[Link] | went to henley with cara today
was a great day
had much fun, it was enjoyable to just be having fun with her and not to argue
we hugged and flirted which was nice but thinking its not going to happen again will be more to the truth
its a shame but looking at it its probable the truth
which makes me sad
everytime i see her and i know that its nearly time for me to go then i get sad
i think i have lold her why but whether she understands will be another thing
life is hardnad life is complex
its one thing after another but thats life
well off to see what happens
and whats lifes got in stake for me
Current Mood:  contemplative
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09:59 pm
[Link] | got test for pfo tomoz
scared what the result will be
Current Mood:  scared
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05:47 pm
[Link] | went to samaratens selection today
was really interesting, enjoyed it alot
learnt a bit about myself
i got selected so i start training on the 4th
really excited about that
snuggled with cara yesterday was lovely
Current Mood:  cheerful
Current Music: Goo Goo Dolls - Iris | Powered by Last.fm
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07:55 am
[Link] | Its funny its finally over i am happy with that too
the arguements will be less and i know where i stand
its wierd it is
it was fun, fast and hurt
i am not ok but hopefully i will be someday
i just need to sort out me now
off to be tested on for a bit today for some money
Current Music: David Guetta - When Love Takes Over (Feat.Kelly Rowland) | Powered by Last.fm
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09:24 pm
[Link] | got to talk to cara today
i missed seeing her
was nice to chat and listen to her
helped alot
went to a councillor aswell, got alot to think about
im tired all the time
going to have my first good nights sleep tonight hopefully
Current Mood:  tired
Current Music: Bon Iver - Skinny Love | Powered by Last.fm
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06:04 am
[Link] |
well it ended
3 months tomorrow it would of been
its a shame, got to get over her now
will be hard but has to be done
its sad
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10:54 am
[Link] |
great song
Current Music: Regina Spektor - Laughing With | Powered by Last.fm
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08:46 am
[Link] |
baby step
Nearly broke up with Cara. Wasn't fun, did much stupid stuff, have hopefully learnt something.
Sorta getting things on the right track.
need to sort some things out first, to make me get on the right track.
so baby stepping in the right way now
Current Mood: scared
Current Music: Maroon 5 - Sunday Morning | Powered by Last.fm
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11:35 am
[Link] | its weird not having swine flu anymore
means i can't just relax, got to go out and do stuff
it wasn't as bad as people say, but easy to see how people can die
back to work on tuesday, will be strange
only worked 2 days for now, not bad, enjoyable and fun and hard work
its good to be doing something
earning money which i need
:)
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10:48 pm
[Link] |
swine flu
well the warning about swine flu, should one take it seriously
well at the moment i have it
its not the most fun, but to say its the worst i have had is a lie.
been sleepy thats really it
cara gave it too me
she wasn't feeling well friday, went to visit her, she found out that it could be swine flu, as someone had it at work
then she went on tamiflu, and i went on it saturday and ever since we been sleeping and relaxing.
Current Music: Bat for Lashes - Daniel | Powered by Last.fm
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11:54 am
[Link] |
how do you get something out of your head that you don't want too?
2 months fly by just like that
its funny how sometimes your happy that time flys by fast
othertimes time drags and othertimes you loose track of time
time is relative
Current Location: reading
Current Mood:  good
Current Music: in the sun - joseph arthur
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09:56 am
[Link] | well life is currently up and down
good things happen, then it feels like life is crap
i wish i wish i had a job that i enjoy
it just seems too hard to find one of them
i want something enjoyable
not working in a recycling centre smelling used nappies
we will have to see what happens
Current Mood:  blah
Current Music: Sia - Breathe Me | Powered by Last.fm
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